Winter Ends

Break this curse of syncope Cursing this mess we made I feel so incomplete, so incomplete Can't resist to try again The more I drift, the less I want it all to end For what's the end An occupying human body, my time A purple sign of endeavor, in vain But I still stand here with my pride denied I think the worst part was you saying I'm sure I'll see you soon And me knowing it won't happen But I agreed to lie like you I nodded when you closed the doors that night And decided to be gone before winter ends Break this curse of syncope The silence you imposed on me I need to fly from my devotion I won't be another failing person in your life To starve on broken promises and empty lies When all I ever wanted was to be inside I think the worst part was you saying I'm sure I'll see you soon And me knowing it won't happen But I agreed to lie like you I nodded when you closed the doors that night And decided to be gone before winter ends Gone before winter ends Gone before winter ends And now I'm understanding Understanding just what's upsetting You'll never change, so better I cannot get it off my chest I can never be this good for you Made of fake promises only I think the worst part was you saying I'm sure I'll see you soon And me knowing it won't happen But I lied to another half of me Understanding my defense And decided to be gone before winter ends Thanks for watching