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I want to be all the time busy Searching for a succession of parties What a brilliant avoidance strategy The fear of connecting deep inside of me The unique moments when I am free My phone is here to keep me company Why the hell they look so damn happy I'm just feeling useless and so empty Organizing my life like a robot No time to have depressive thoughts So deconnected, control freak Only scrolling for not thinking Red alert when I am alone I need my pills I need my phone My empty eyes looking at the screen The best drug to heal the spleen Getting lost in this fake fog Reality is being clogged Virtual escape, to avoid my fate Another way to lead to self-hate When I stop I feel angry A waste of time a waste of me My anxiety is coming back Life is so dark, a struggle with the lack Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia I want to be all the time busy Searching for a succession of parties What a brilliant avoidance strategy The fear of connecting deep inside of me The unique moments when I am free My phone is here to keep me company Why the hell they look so damn happy I'm just feeling useless and so empty Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia Organizing my life like a robot No time to have depressive thoughts So deconnected, control freak Only scrolling for not thinking Red alert when I am alone I need my pills I need my phone My empty eyes looking at the screen The best drug to heal the spleen Getting lost in this fake fog Reality is being clogged Virtual escape, to avoid my fate Another way to lead to self-hate When I stop I feel angry A waste of time a waste of me My anxiety is coming back Life is so dark, a struggle with the lack Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to anesthesia Scrolling, scrolling Scrolling to amnesia