Septum Defect

As one whisky fades into the nextDoubt becomes paranoia and antagonism turns into hateLook into the mirrorIs this a man before my eyes?Stare through the dilationAnd see black radiates nothing backI can't stop me from bleeding my lifeGrab hold of a sense of myselfCoca eradication is a controversial stratagemScream bloody murder of a precious soulTry to change meAll efforts have failedA cyclic encounter with the best and the worstAll these years, building tensionSomething has to giveA burn is painfulIt's the greatest pain you'll ever feelGasoline ensures a transformation of slow meltingThat's most resplendent in vivifying flamesI know it reeks of arroganceBut that does not make it any less trueThat I just feel life so much more than youBolivian marching powderOverdose myself on realityMy own white trash hellFeverish colony where diseased thoughts thriveI am the enemyDigging my own graveKeep burningThe good book says return to ashKeep burningBurn this beast of burden downCongenital failureFrom slime we're all conceivedHonour your parentsShit in the womb and feel relievedA hole in the heartSo deep it can never be filledIn nothingness we are as one