The Cleansing

I begin the cleansing To filter my putrid mind No longer can I stand The creeping decay Lunacy gropes within Hacking at my flesh The metallic taste of blood To regain that which is lost Purification through .... PAIN I slowly turn the blade Push through against the angst Inflicting mortal wounds Purification through .... PAIN I shall pay For sins against the inner order That I committed - So I betrayed The fire within myself No remorse for the weak Release me Will not give in Strenght regained Scarred and battered The will remains Breathing stops Heartfailure Fading light I will not mourn I begin the cleansing To filter my putrid mind No longer can I stand The creeping decay My vision is cleared Completely renewed I again see the truth While hacking away