Request To Rest

Strange thoughts blazing through my headA nether darkness is where I've been ledThe world has nothing to offer meSometimes I think i wasn't meant to beIs it attention? Is it love I want?Or is it the end pleading in my heart?My will is weakened by my disbeliefDeath could be my only hope for reliefThere's no other way for me to turnConfussion and sorrow is all I've earnedMy life has been a total waste of timeA slice of the razor and I'll be fineCrying out Pleading outHeard is no soundLife to choose Win to loseStraight to the burial moundrequest to rest to end my sorrowRequest to rest No tomorrowIn pain I dwellMy lifeIs hellHatred Now my eyes only see redAll the pain that I've been fedWhy can't anybody careFor you and me Nothing is clearWhy am I here? Who'll dry my tear?No!I got no right to take my lifeNo other answer but to fightWill not give in Someday I'll win,because we must fail to get it rightWe don't choose to be bornMuch less when to dieWe're not to decideIt's just one life to liveDon't throw it awayLove will find it's way