What I've become

All alone on a bad night Something doesn't really feel right I can see it in my red eyes I was looking in wrong light Sweaty palms, Am I Nervous Yea I know I don't deserve this mmhmm I've dissolved in my purpose Never thought that I was worth it What am I Running from Am I gone be left with none Take the knife Take the gun Take what's human turn it numb Faded life faded love Was I ever number one Looking at what you've done You have shaped what I've become What I've become All alone In the light Was it dark Was it bright Getting drunk Getting high What I've become All alone In the light Was it dark Was it bright Getting drunk Getting high You Smoking up in the bathroom Never told me that I had too Sugar dust in the vacuum wake and bake in a classroom Make an effort to relax you Now we do it cause we have to mmhmm Smokey mask covered tattoos I'm pretending but it's sad to What am I Running from Am I gone be left with none Take the knife Take the gun Take what's human turn it numb Faded life faded love Was I ever number one Looking at what you've done You have shaped what I've become What I've become All alone In the light Was it dark Was it bright Getting drunk Getting high What I've become All alone In the light Was it dark Was it bright Getting drunk Getting high What I've become What am I running from What am I running from