Ponder

Movie date yet we talked through The whole thing Wood wick candle burned Make out Hear the sound of rain Grabbed my hand on the cobblestone pathway Wore only black but soft as a daisy All the little memories Dance around me All the little memories Dance around me Sometimes I lay here and I ponder Was it ever love Maybe, but it wasn't enough So I'll ponder on BMW windows down Breathe in the smell of coffee With your arms around me Head on your shoulder On the bus late at night Decorating cookies after we got Over a fight All the little memories Dance around me All the little memories Dance around me Sometimes I lay here and I ponder Were we ever in love Maybe, but it wasn't enough I look up and see the dancing memories Where I actually believed You truly loved me But sometimes love falls short You're left confused And forced to see the good in hurt Til you ponder no more Til you ponder no more Til you ponder no more more more Unread texts You're a ghost on the week days Haunt all my thoughts when I drink jasmine tea Wrote you poems But your heart was always hiding Gave you all my love then you Up and left me All the little memories still dance around me