Hope against reason

Wednesday night in my bed again Both of us know it's wrong right Call myself dumb for letting you in Thought I was over you Your voice cuts through on the phone line Each call drops me like it's the first time Falling for you oh it feels like a crime Always on my mind no reason or rhyme Can't get past what I don't understand You're just a boy not a man Reality says there's nothing here But I still hope you'll make it clear You don't care but here I stand With open arms and a trembling hand Drowning in dreams sinking in sand Wishing on stars that soon will land Tangled in shadows lost in the night Holding on tight but it's slipping by Caught in a web woven with plight Still chasing echoes wings to a kite Can't get past what I don't understand You're just a boy not a man Reality says there's nothing here But I still hope you'll make it clear You say you can't catch feelings. But in Reality your a Little Boy Full of Fears. Your ego is bigger than your Talent in hiding. We are arguing again and again. But nothing Changes. I saw all the Chats between you and her. But all you can think of is lying. But This time I won't believe you. I'm done. I hope I will forget every call in italy and how your Voice Sound when you call me Carli. Please let me go.