feel myself again - demo

I don't even care no more I've been wasting all my time On a bunch of things that I Probably should've left behind You know everything 'bout me That I always try to hide I ran in the rain when I Probably should've stayed inside If I'd understand that You love me better I swear that I'd stop in my tracks altogether and fall into Your arms and embrace the weather and tell You I'm sorry let's try this together Yeah, yeah I just wanna feel myself again Got some things I need to tell a friend I've been stuck in cycles And it scares me, man 'Cause I don't see an end I just wanna try and make amends Am I optimistic? That depends I guess so if it means that I got enough time to tie up loose ends I don't want you to be Just a song on a setlist I don't wanna hang out Just to cross it off a checklist If it's just routine Then honestly forget it I'm done, so done