is it all a lie

All this time I've been pushing you away cause I need space In my mind you are judging me cause you perceive a change Is it all a lie Is it all a lie Mother doesn't listen when I'm talking Maybe I'm a challenge to her faith Feel it in my bones I am the problem Need to find a place where I feel safe But where do I Where do I begin to begin again All this time I've been pushing you away cause I need space In my mind you are judging me cause you perceive a change Is it all a lie Is it all a lie When I heal I will hold you in my arms and kiss your face What is real when you beat around a bush and call it faith Is it all a lie Is it all a lie Why does everybody lie Father tell me why Father do you lie It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head But where do I Where do I begin to begin again All this time I've been pushing you away cause I need space In my mind you are judging me cause you perceive a change Is it all a lie Is it all a lie When I heal I will hold you in my arms and kiss your face What is real when you beat around a bush and call it faith Is it all a lie Is it all a lie