Greyscale

I hate the feeling of inadequacy About the things, I shouldn't be So thanks a lot for the anxiety That makes me feel like I'm a piece of shit constantly The feelings that I feel are what I'm trying to seal away Cause all the shit that I have been through makes me not want to obey And all I ever wanted was a platform just to say The world is full of hurt but everything will be okay How can I, how can I, how can I, continue Going on this way I couldn't say Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying That I'm okay I couldn't say But at the end of the day These demons have got to pay And if I die tomorrow would I have something else to say Or would I shut my mouth, lay on the ground, and crawl into my grave Cause I can barely keep these ugly feelings at bay I'm on the edge, just waiting to be pushed the other way The feelings that I feel are what I'm trying to seal away Cause all the shit that I have been through makes me not want to obey And all I ever wanted was a platform just to say The world is full of hurt but everything will be okay How can I, how can I, how can I, continue Going on this way I couldn't say Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying That I'm okay I couldn't say But at the end of the day These demons have got to pay How can I. how can I, how can I, continue Going on this way I couldn't say Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying That I'm okay I couldn't say But at the end of the day These demons have got to pay Yeah I no longer I no longer see grey