Biological Waste Matter

I'm lashing out, the rage burns a hole in meGone insane from the pain that feeds my anxietyI'm punching holes in the walls caving in on meTrapped by time and scared to death of lifeThe evil lives inside of meI'm lost, without faithI won't carry the cross they made for theeso your suffering seem to have been in vainThe question remains...Hell or heaven? Time to realizeWhen you're gone, that's it! There's no paradiseI drift through lifeAll those days they were totally wastedEveryday exactly the sameI gotta take my chance and break this vicious circleFace the lieDespite of the test of faith that lies before meI'm gonna hate itbut I gotta break these chainsI search within, digging deeper only to findabsolutely nothingErratic, insane, I'm nothing but an empty coilVoid of life but still not deadHell or heaven? Time to realizeWhen you're gone, that's it! There's no paradiseThe notion of death taking out it's tollBiological matter, we're just skull and bonesI drift through lifeAll those days they were totally wastedEveryday exactly the sameI gotta take my chance and break this vicious circleFace the lieDespite of the test of faith that lies before meI'm gonna hate itbut I gotta break these chainsSo what stops the pain?I think that you will findThis is as good as it will ever getNo matter how hard you pray...No matter what they say......there is only nothing on the other sideHell or heaven? Time to realize (Time to realize...)When you're gone, that's it! There's no paradise (There's no paradise...)The notion of death taking out its toll (...we're just)Biological matter, we're just skull and bonesI drift through lifeAll those days they were totally wastedEveryday exactly the sameI gotta take my chance and break this vicious circleFace the lieDespite of the test of faith that lies before meI'm gonna hate itbut I gotta break these chains