Numb (The Dead)

I'm Alone in the darknessNow, I don't know what it was I thought I'd findThe cuts are getting deeper but still it won't bleedI'm lost within this: disbelieveConfusion......still my hatred is clear,When the pain is gone there will be nothing to fearChoking on life but still I don't careI'm a nuclear reactionof devastationI'm At war with myselfRipping the life right out of meI'm losing my gripMy fear turns into angerI'm losing my gripRealize I'm not one of the deadNo use in running away, demolition is hereAs everything comes to an end my self hate takes controlFrom myself, within myselfMy demons overtake my soulKill me now, let me goThe darkness will follow where ever I will goI'm losing my gripMy fear turns into angerI'm losing my gripRealize I'm not one of the deadFeel the life force leaving meBody numb, I cannot feel(Mortality)Tear apart my rotting sensesNo longer aliveDrowning in quicksandI have no choice but to swallow and drownTime is slowing down there is no air to breathI'm lost within myself...Confusion:Nothing's clouding my mindWhen the pain is gone there will be nothing to fearchoking on life but still I don't careI'm self mutilationA devastationI'm at war with myself...I'm losing my gripMy fear turns into angerI'm losing my gripRealize I'm not one of the dead................not one the dead!