Reasons

I’m surprised That every little slice inside my heart Hasn’t killed me yet I’m overwhelmed, I wish it didn’t thrill me I’m not myself whenever you’re not near me And if all you are is a song Why won’t you leave me alone You list your “how’s” for every reason All your “why’s” I should believe them Slipping into every shape you thought I fit in You caught my moods in every season You were all the fuel I needed Just enough of a muse To not need your reasons I’m not surprised You took it upon yourself to decide What was best for us What was best for you All these hours of my day I’d gladly give away for us Time that turned to dust But what was more important to you Listing your “how’s” for every reason All your “why’s” I should believe them Slipping into every shape you thought I fit in You caught my moods in every season You were all the fuel I needed Just enough of a muse To not need your reasons