My Peace

I've been to the water One too many times Letting the wind cut me Letting you haunt me I've picked petals Far too many times The garden is bare now For what will I care now Swimming upstream I am winded I've mended your clothes with my hair For you to wear me out And tear me to pieces I've made my peace with it I've made my peace After all I've given What has come back The moon it wanes, with it Take my love in vain And here look- At the heart that I've pulled out With a mangled hand Watch me throw it To the land I'm swimming upstream, and I am winded I've mended your clothes with my hair For you to wear me out And tear me to pieces You know it was the push I needed Down a sharp and jagged hill I fell I scraped my knees and fell But I'm not cold I hold no anger I hold no anger I've made my peace with it Yes I've made my peace I find myself here again Prone to contradictions I've held on I've held on