Disengage

I anticipate My Self-medicating on the drugs the Doctor gave me Cause I've been feeling down And they feel so amazing When I let them sink in But I'm not who I wanna be It's Hard To communicate When all I feel is shame It's kind of embarrassing When tears roll down my face and all I wanna say is Let Me Disengage I wanna be sedated Heavily medicated Alone I wanna be sedated Heavily Medicated Alone I Hate all my friends Can't wait till this shit ends Cause they can't comprehend What i've been going through I'm over-stimulated, By this situation Someone get me intoxicated I end relationships, Before they run away Just like my father did Its post-traumatic-stress That's why i act this way But they don't understand Cause their fathers raised them Let Me Disengage I wanna be sedated Heavily medicated Alone Let Me Disengage I wanna be sedated Heavily Medicated Alone