hasn't hit me yet

My suitcase is still on the floor where I l left Tears from that night are still stains on the carpet This time it's different we don't need any do-overs Need something stronger to numb every feeling Stronger, I wonder if you're even healing (Are you even healing?) This time it's different, I don't know how to ignore you Guess it hasn't hit me yet Ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah ah-ah Guess it hasn't hit me Monster's inside, I can't help he ain't patient I'm dreaming about all the years we were wasted Do you know that I still talk to all your friends? 'Cause every night I feel a gap in my bedroom And every high I get I'm stuck thinking 'bout you Guess I'm still trying, but don't know how to forget Guess it hasn't hit me yet Ah-ah ah-ah, Ah-ah ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah ah-ah, Ah-ah ah-ah Guess it hasn't hit me Say we're friends, but we're not Only want what you want And you call 'cause you know I won't stop picking up Call your mom, get a job Or do the things you said Guess it hasn't hit me yet Hasn't hit me yet Hasn't hit me yet, Hasn't hit me yet Hasn't hit me yet, Hasn't hit me yet Hasn't hit me yet, Hasn't hit me yet Hasn't hit me yet, Hasn't hit me yet Guess it hasn't hit me yet Ah-ah ah-ah That you were gone and you just left Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah I guess it hasn't hit me yet Ah-ah ah-ah I guess it hasn't Guess it hasn't hit me Guess it hasn't hit me