Asphyxia

Just like a child running away in the night Feeling lost, feeling scared, I stop to hold my breath Even when I know just what I have to do, can’t shake the feeling of Drowning deep inside this sad world that I can never change open your eyes I’m sinking right down with the shadows of myself - this is my reality Tell me now, what is freedom? All of the pain you gave me hurts so much now Now I am sure all I had hoped for Never could be the love within the pain, ah~ Cut me out, I’m not needed here I feel no joy in pain the way you do I’m so tired of ambition, Tired of all the drama of this life Look at the chaos here and be amazed It’s absurd, how we say “We can’t do a thing.” How many times can we all say the same lies, it makes me feel like giving up on feeling anything It’s laughable Broken heart, still alive somehow Never expecting this to be the end I will get up, brokenhearted, Picking the pieces up a million times Ah~ Breathing in, taking it slowly Knowing that someday I will rust away Peeling away layers of misery, I will keep fighting on beyond the grave Even the call of death will never scare me from now on And in the dark of night, I start to breathe…