If I Fall Again

The poor sky is so dirty I'm drinking shitty coffee from the hotel lobby I know exactly what she means When she says tonight the world is burning We used to sit on the ground in parking lots Smoking cigarettes for hours We never thought about murderers or maniacs But I'm terrified of them now I don't miss the way I felt But sometimes I miss you I wonder Would things be different now Probably not I'm hanging up your picture on my wall with a push pin I'm ruining the paint job I'm writing with magic markers on the mirror Stupid girl You know that you can't have it all And if I fall again Would you want me I think if I killed you You might love me And if I let you Would you still try To save me I don't want to leave my room again It's the only place I'm safe Out in the world there are so many things Waiting to get in my way I think I'd rather stay