Who I Was Before

I feel happy now But I'm scared that will change Yes, I'm scared it will change Yeah, I feel so certain now But uncertainty is so strange Is it myself I should blame? Perhaps it's time to draw the line Don't compromise myself We all live with regrets Some wish to forget All the painful memories they have met I must be self-assured And open up the door I am not the person I was before I felt as if I Was just living this life With a heart that's not mine I felt hopeless back then It could always happen again Will it happen again? Then, I pause I may have flaws But I am not a lost cause We all live with regrets Some wish to forget All the painful memories they have met I must be self-assured And open up the door I am not the person I was before And I know I should trust in my soul You can't feel joy without a little sorrow