If I Don't Love You

If I don’t love you Why do I rearrange all of my days so I can see more of your face? If I don’t love you Why do I dream up ways to get you all all alone and let you take my space? It’s just a lot to feel It’s just a lot to give And even if it’s real It’s still a lot to risk If I don’t love you Then I can’t trust myself ‘Cause fighting these emotions feels like hell It’s just a lot to feel It’s just a lot to give And even if it’s real It’s still a lot to risk But if I don’t love you I wonder what I’d miss If I held back my heart for fear of giving in