Nobody's Favorite

If love is wealth, I guess I'm growing poor Handing it out with nothing in return I love giving gifts, but now it kinda hurts That return receipt left a hole in my heart They say love comes when you least expect it And it's been so long, I'm still patiently waiting Many say I'm pretty, I'm not sure that I believe them Confidence is key, it didn't help my situation I became insecure, I'm trying something different Anyway everyone will wear my heart like a necklace Anyone that's nice to me like somebody different I should just accept I'm nobody's favorite I only put on makeup when I already feel pretty I get more compliments in a broken society I get drunk off jealousy on those who just don't try At least that's how it feels in the state of my mind They say love comes when you least expect it And it's been so long, I'm still patiently waiting Many say I'm pretty, I'm not sure that I believe them Confidence is key, it didn't help my situation I became insecure, I'm trying something different Anyway everyone will wear my heart like a necklace Anyone that's nice to me like somebody different I should just accept I'm nobody's favorite So I drown myself in my fears and dreams And everyone around me gets another drink I spend my days just trying to be happy But sometimes I worry I've never been worthy And if you could see the darkness and the light I don't think you would believe your own eyes I'm my own worst enemy, my own prison Lock up no key, I don't exceed my expectations So if love comes when you least expect it How come I've never expected or received it A few have said I'm pretty, or that I'm indifferent I had confidence once, it didn't help my situation I became insecure, at least it's different anyway Everyone will wear my heart like a necklace Anyone that's nice to me like somebody different I should just accept I'm nobody's favorite