A Brief History of Time

Oh i'm too old to be this bold Too young to fit the mold And too damaged for you to hold And every night I go to sleep Thinkin how little you love me Compared to how much you love yourself But I don't wanna be anything like you Nothing ever came from being the loudest in the room I look up to people who think before they speak They told me "girl, you gotta look before you leap" You say I look so fragile I could break Well maybe I wanna be so light, I could fly away To a better place Where we sleep only under starry nights Where none of our nights end in fights Do you know what it's like Where none of these lyrics are old Where I'm not too cold to hold Do you know where to go Can we go Could we go Could we go Could we go And the time should go by fast But the days never seem to pass And your brilliance holds me up But I just drown in our love I hate everything's the same I hate the way you say my name Are we up against a wall Stuck in the thrill of it all I pray to god I shout at night When will you play fair But what's the use in A poor little prayer And whose to say the worlds gone wrong Maybe you're just stuck In this fishbowl You thought would hold up Take me home Oh, I'm just too cold to hold I don't know where to go