I HATE IT !

There are 8 billion people in the world How the f*ck did I think you were "the one" I wanted it so badly Everything that I have now Fire escape, pride parade Music in the background It's a beautiful portrait Darkening everyday Bacteria eating it away One day all that's left Will be the frame Healings overrated I only see you when i'm sedated I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I wanted it so badly Everything that I have now Microdose attention Is it pretentious That I wanna make you proud You're better than me But I sell my act well Survivors guilt Do you play your songs in hell Sick of all the past tense Cause life without you is nonsense And closure's overrated If I seem happy I'm faking it I HATE IT So save me a seat For I know it's a sold out show You never answered me When people leave Where do they go And if there's anything you're good at It's reminding me of who I am You're living my dream, disappearing And I don't understand I wanted it so badly Everything that I have now