Abandonment Issues

Your words left staines That I can't wash out They infect my mind All the time I was the violence In the dark You couldn't tame So you shamed Because of you There's fear in love I was drowning at sea And you abandoned me Because of you I'm scared he'll leave I'm fucked up mentally Is it too hard to love me? Our old memories They hold power Misfit youth Reliving truth I was stuck In a daze Wrapped in chains Holding our remains Because of you There's fear in love I was drowning at sea And you abandoned me Because of you I'm scared he'll leave I'm fucked up mentally Is it too hard to love me? Exploit emotions Mental illusions Ego inflation So much frustration And because of you I have abandonment issues Because of you There's fear in love I was drowning at sea And you abandoned me Because of you I'm scared he'll leave I'm fucked up mentally It's too hard to love me