The Tide

I wanna run away from myself Cause I hate what i see Always questioning my health Starving, but I won't eat I'm suffocating dissociating Good at pretending But it's never ending I'm trying so hard But the pain is overwhelming You left me so scarred I thought that you were helping The voices are breaking me down I feel the darkness all around It's getting way to loud So let the tide just drag me out I'm battling behind my eyes Replaying ever word i say Just wanting to shrink my size I take up to much space I'm drowning slowly Want you to hold me The air is heavy They say it's temporary I'm trying so hard But the pain is overwhelming You left me so scarred I thought that you were helping The voices are breaking me down I feel the darkness all around It's getting way to loud So let the tide just drag me out So let the tide just drag me out Me out So let the tide just drag me out Me out So let the tide just drag me out Me out So let the tide just drag me out