girl in a china shop

I’m a stupid Socrates Wear skirts with all my soccer tees I push out all my best friends to Invite all of my enemies And I am kind to what is cruel I starve myself to feel more full While others drink for confidence I drink til I’m incompetent Ooooh I want the boys who don’t want me Ignore the texts that I should read I’m always on my phone Talking about why I’m so lonely I look my best when I feel my worst Cause love doesn’t count if it doesn’t hurt I am a lightweight I am a daughter, I am a dead weight I am a monster I am a girl in a china shop Counting the damage can’t pay the cost I break things I take things Composure I’m faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I’ve got I only hurt the people Who would never hurt me back I go on shitty dates, make the good ones wait I know there’s so much wrong with that I disappear to feel more seen A habit of breaking routine To tell the truth It’s nothing new I carry a baseball bat and a broom But I’m the most breakable thing in the room I am a girl in a china shop Counting the damage can’t pay the cost I break things I take things Composure I’m faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I’ve got Ooh Ooh There’s not a delicate bone in my body I just wish that someone would stop me There’s not a delicate bone in my body I just wish that someone would stop me I am a girl in a china shop Counting the damage can’t pay the cost I break things I take things Composure I’m faking Compound my mistakes Until everyone hates me I am a girl in a china shop Scared that my worst is the best that I’ve got