Back at the Beginning

I'm in a deep sleep You're making eyes at me And now you're in my body And your kiss is all teeth If I could do this life again I'd come back as a lamb And that you'd wake me up then Glasses for the table Said the words fresh from my lips And I am filled with regret Oh, I'm back at the beginning Now it ain't so easy Oh, I'm back at the beginning Going out to parallel lines It's one who went forward And one making time I like to dress up all my fears Doll them up, paint them red (Gotta get your mind, gotta get your mind right) Slap some lipstick on the pig Tell me, I like to pretend If I could do this again I'd come back as a white flag And pacify my existence 'Cause if you don't think we're in hell now, babe Take another look around Everything's engulfed in flames It's all coming down Oh, I'm back at the beginning Now it ain't so easy Oh, I'm back at the beginning Don't know which way is pain And which way is reason Oh, is this what I wanted Oh, is this what I wanted to be Hold on, I'm back at the beginning 'Cause soon, I am gone Oh (I could be alright) (We could come back, what would it be like to start again) (We could come back, we) (Is this really what I wanted) I'm back at the beginning (Is this really who I wanted to be) I'm back at the beginning (Is this really what you wanted) I'm back at the beginning (Is this really who I wanted to be) I'm back at the beginning