liquid mind

Tried to swim But I'm drowning in 20 bottles of 20 years That fill up the pool Of all of my fears Tried to drive Lost the keys to my mind Searched high and low And then I felt the ground But all I felt were my knees giving out Head is racing So many places Thoughts are dripping All over my face and Making messes And leaving traces I have to clean this Thoughts are dripping Making messes I gotta clean this My mind is liquid My mind is liquid Tell me how To write all my wrongs now Cuz all that my wrongs seem to really do Is teach me everything I shouldn't do Low on energy High on clarity So don't know how much more that I can take I'm over hating things that I can't change Thoughts are dripping Making messes I gotta clean this My mind is liquid My mind is liquid My mind is liquid I even over think my overthinking Think I need help cleaning