alone as of now (feat. XTheDolphin)

Pushed into the blackhole Now you battle with your shadow stupid Welcome to my castle Look around it you look hella clueless Lately I'm surrounded by the doubted And the wrecked and ruined Knock me down I doubt it I'm about it I know how to ruin Trying to get up with your face in the ground If you escape then I'm honestly proud In outer space I'm alone as of now We should keep it this way I hate people around Left me recharging my battery's dead I'm in charge of what happens controlling what's next The presence unwanted the exits ahead If you don't want to listen I'll kill you If I wanted I'll make it happen as if I'm magic Wasted Time waiting for people and nothing ever happened Anxious I'm shaking, bones breaking but I think I can manage Self inflicted damage I'm hitting fasters you dying rapid Yeah I don't know why you never learn from my mistakes Times running out do it now before its too late Always throwing shade but I've been living inside the shade Black parade more flames inside my head Calm down catch your breathe Fall down catch yourself Call when you need help But I don't know if I can help you You should help yourself Calm down catch your breathe Fall down catch yourself Call when you need help But I don't know if I can help you You should help yourself Pushed into the blackhole Now you battle with your shadow stupid Welcome to my castle Look around it you look hella clueless Lately I'm surrounded by the doubted And the wrecked and ruined Knock me down I doubt it I'm about it I know how to ruin Trying to get up with your face in the ground If you escape then I'm honestly proud In outer space I'm alone as of now We should keep it this way I hate people around I've never felt this way before Feeling out of place No space for more Keep shooting for the stars As the time speeds by They'll never really ask me if I'll be fine At the drop of a dime I'm never coming back I'm not wasting my time I'll just never get it back Running up a check What did you expect Saving up a rack Just to get a pack Then I jet The blow in my bag Got your girl racing past I'll never take it slow Because she likes it that I'm fast Don't need to whip a nascar Spencer got that last bar Find them all Line them all And do it all again Never felt this way before Feeling out of place No space No space for more As the time speeds by Keep shooting for the stars as the time speed by They'll never really ask me if ill be fine They'll never really ask me if ill be fine Calm down catch your breathe Fall down catch yourself Call when you need help But I don't know if I can help you You should help yourself Calm down catch your breathe Fall down catch yourself Call when you need help But I don't know if I can help you You should help yourself