The Rules Of Attraction

Lying here and all I want is to beat my face against this wallMotionless you drift away, and I'm left wondering"If it means so little to us why do they fall down you like rain?"Your hand in mineI felt explosions for the first timeI realized words are just wordsHeartbeats singing us to sleepChasing a dream, but some things are never meant to beThe air is filled with a cold uncertaintyYour Beautiful but you don't mean a thingWhy do I even care?As I take this first breathGlittering blackness paints me a brand new colourForget 'us' this is mine, with eyes like diamonds shineSwallow me whole sugarSwallow me whole.