Complicated

I told my mom I promise one day I'll be happy I don't understand it I don't understand it If I'm honest though, I don't wanna be happy You don't understand me You don't understand me I told her what she wanted though Cause I know What to expect from the cold And when I'm alone I feel safer than I do in room full people I'm more at easy by myself than surrounded by a crowd Cause ruined expectations Are worse than confirmation And trust is complicated Introduction Inspiration Dedication Elevation Separation Devastation Desperation Medication I told my mom I promise one day I'll be happy I don't understand it I don't understand it If I'm honest though, I don't wanna be happy You don't understand me You don't understand me I told her what she wanted though Cause I know What to expect from the cold And when I'm alone I feel safer than I do in room full people I'm more at easy by myself than surrounded by a crowd Cause ruined expectations Are worse than confirmation And trust is complicated And love is complicated And smiles are complicated Life is complicated It's just complicated