catastrophe (feat. SoBluu)

I can feel the heat of the stars, lookin down at me I don't wanna be somebody, who's looking to see Something out there in the deep, is looking back at me I can't be here, I gotta leave It's a catastrophe, I know I f*ck up all the time So are you mad at me? And I just wanna make you mine, but it's a fantasy So if I die, just promise you won't remember me? I hope you never cross my path again I don't wanna die, I can see myself and I No longer am in my mind, I can see it in my eye Why'd I always fantasize, that one day I get to fly She put me up on the shelf, maybe that's why I hate myself Cause like I'm still alive, I just don't know why Keep escaping all my problems, I gotta run inside And I don't know how to solve them, so I run and hide Yeah I know I'm fallin, I wish it was you and I It's a catastrophe It's a catastrophe, I know I f*ck up all the time So are you mad at me? And I just wanna make you mine, but it's a fantasy So if I die just promise you won't remember me? I hope you never cross my path again (I don't wanna die) (No longer am in my mind) (Why'd I always fantasize) (She put me up on the shelf, maybe that's why I hate myself) It's a catastrophe