If I Ever

Lord, can you hear me calling I must confess I made a mess I can't get clean Lord, please forgive me I keep falling At this extent I must repent My sins to you All my life I've been trying to fight it Lord, I just have no self control And all the heartache and pain Lead me to a higher plane Then addiction came and took me like a hurricane If I ever break free from my own prison If I ever break free from these addictions in me If I ever break free from my own prison Lord then, will I finally see the light Can't a girl dream Oh can't a girl dream Lord, please forgive me I keep falling I've hit rock bottom but temptation keeps on calling me Lord, can you hear me My hearts calling for you I still have faith even after all the hell that I've been through Lord I know I must change I've been living life, a little crazy you see And all the heartache and pain Put me on another plane A plane I don't want to fly And all that heartache and pain Tossed through the wind and the rain That's when I realized I had only me to blame If I ever break free from my own prison If I ever break free I mean really break free If I ever break free from my own prison Lord then, will I finally see the light If I ever break free from my own prison If I ever break free I mean really break free If I ever break free from my own prison Lord then, will I finally see the light Can't a girl dream Oh can't a girl dream Can't a girl dream, yeah Can't a girl dream, yeah