Civil Solutions

I couldn't decide whether you were my answer I couldn't decide whether you were my truth I guess you couldn't find civil solutions When I said I couldn't stay so close to you I couldn't confide in a careless whisper I couldn't confess my brutal truth I couldn't survive if means you're mister "Can't listen but I still love you" Civil solutions It's just us Civil solutions So now I've gotta run, run, run, run, run Back to small town rolling hills Back to answers in my morning pills And solitude as saving grace Why couldn't you hear me when I had more to say Back to shells of hate Back to agony back to making faces At girls in the mirrors who don't cry Cuz I can't calm down inside I couldn't survive when you gave me your answers I couldn't confront my solitude I guess I couldn't find civil solutions When you needed me to need you I didn't believe my careless squabble I couldn't confuse my twisted words And I guess you didn't know I was starting to topple Because that's how well they worked Civil solutions It's just us Civil solutions So now I've gotta run, run, run, run, run Back to small town rolling hills Back to answers in my morning pills And solitude as saving grace Why couldn't you hear me when I had more to say Back to shells of hate Back to agony back to making faces At girls in the mirrors who don't cry Cuz I can't calm down inside Back to saving graces Back to empty burial places Back to crying tears that don't really dry Back to killing all love inside Amtrak pillow faces Make me wish for A replacement shape To fill the void inside while I I'm drowning in my self hate Amtrak pillow faces Make me wish for Burial places To sink the spade and say goodbye Can I really kill what never died