Dumb Kids

Am I worth my weight in gold Cuz I don't know what you're gonna say After I threw months down the drain Did I deserve everything you told me Cuz I don't know if I've paid in shame But these paragraphs read like pain For what I know To be hurting But it's soulless If you make me feel like I'm the burden And it's colder Without your gentle eyes But I get older Every time I have to cry We're just dumb kids And I didn't wanna grow up Grow up like this Didn't wanna close up, up forever And a day Let the past face what we made We're dumb kids And it's making us colder Loving like this With a turned shoulder You know I'll love you till my dying day But It'll never be the same Am I not worth you being near Cuz I don't know what games you played And the question is driving me insane Did my stories make it clear Cuz I don't know what I wanna say After opening up in that way For what I knew To be loving But it's heartless If you think it's only you who's hurting And it's careless For you to say you're fine But I get bolder Every time I have to cry We're just dumb kids And I didn't wanna grow up Grow up like this Didn't wanna close up, up forever And a day Let the past face what we made We're dumb kids And it's making us colder Loving like this With a turned shoulder You know I'll love you till my dying day But I don't know what you're gonna say Try and make me forget the other day The memories are covered in pain now But a dull-type full-type breakdown Makes the shade encase my brain and All the ways you refracted my face Makes the clear sky break the crystal gaze God I wish I had the strength to turn around But I'll never forget the way I found out I'm worth growing up alone Cuz I don't know what you're gonna say After you threw us down the drain