Fantasy Land

Was I ever your love Or did you say that for trust So I'd think I was someone Wasn't clear to see What you wanted from me When I was only eighteen Did I fall into a trap I'm bound by one misstep When all I wanted was friends It's just so sad to know You'd cut me down to grow Now I'm the one who's feeling so so low I'd take the shame I'd take the blame But I can't take the things you said about me If that's how you behave You took the highs I took the lows And now I'm drowning in your secrets While you're playing make-believe with my throat How'd you get it so wrong I was so honest so long Hope you don't misread this song Since you've been twisting my words I don't think it's so absurd To say you never got hurt It's all a tragic mess Not cuz of us but for the rest Of the girls you're gonna make fret And I know I was right To not excuse suicide As reason for more compliant brides I'd take the shame I'd take the blame But I can't take the things you said about me If that's how you behave You took the highs I took the lows And now I'm drowning in your secrets While you're playing make-believe with my throat I don't think you can understand You're in fantasy land I don't compute with your truth I don't think you can take that side Without complacency in mind The way you read the words I speak The way you put it all on me You take the shame You take the blame Cuz I won't take the things you said about me If that's how you behave You took the highs I took the lows And now I'm drowning in your secrets While you're playing make-believe with what I know