Party of One

Everyone's got their friends from years ago But mine was a manic and she had to go Face her world from different eyes Leaving me alone with mine I don't have people who know me that well I just have myself and no one else When things get hard I'm on my own On Friday nights I party alone Don't imagine that we're close Don't imagine all the things I want Don't forget what I must know I'll never be chosen up front I'm a party of one People come into my life And go back where they came from I'm my own best friend All I've learned is that Everything comes to an end There's nobody I can call Without feeling like I'm talking to a concrete wall All I know is in the end They always choose their other friends Maybe I have trust issues from all the times I've been abandoned and told to survive Face the world without my heart The very thing you tore apart Dozens of strangers flood my head With all the memories of things they've said Still their voices leave me fast Since they always choose me last Don't imagine that we're close Don't imagine all the things I want Don't forget what I must know I'll never be chosen up front I'm a party of one People come into my life And go back where they came from I'm my own best friend All I've learned is that Everything comes to an end There's nobody I can call Without feeling like I'm talking to a concrete wall All I know is in the end It'll be the same tragic story again Don't imagine that we're not Something different from the ones I've lost Don't hold on to just one friend Because you know they'll leave you in the end I'm a party of one Simply watching while the others have all the fun All I know is in the end They always choose their other friends They always choose their other friends