Selfish (feat. Ana Kaibni)

You were in my dreams again last night It's the time you forgot my birthday That scene replays and again I'm Alone on my doorstep waiting While in my mind I worry you're Dead or hurt Or mad at me And you never arrive I'm sorry I'm selfish like you said I'm sorry I'm a terrible friend But I never Missed one of your events I'm sorry I shouldn't be so upset If you weren't so selfish I might get through to you If you weren't so scarily good At telling everybody what to do Maybe in your mind You think that you're alone But from my eyes I'm the only depressed kid I know I remember when we had that fight Sitting there disassociating While you scream at us in broad daylight I'm free since I went my own way I'm better without I'd rather be Healthy, happy, my own friend Like you wouldn't allow I wish I'd been Selfish like you said Guess you gotta Hurt to get ahead And I never Missed one of your events So why do I Miss what you'd never been If you weren't so selfish I might get through to you If you weren't so scarily good At telling everybody what to do Maybe in your mind You think that you're alone But from my eyes I'm the only depressed kid I know If you weren't so selfish I might've seen it through If you weren't so scarily good At telling me that we could start anew Maybe in your mind You think that you're alone But in my life I'm the only helping hand I know