Under the Bleeding Sky

Everyday I love you a little more But is it more than fantasy The lovely person that I see Everyday I lose you a little more I guess the ghosts that haunted me Found a brand new place to sleep And if I deserved the world Could you be the one to give it to me If I wasn't hurting I'd give you everything I've got inside Do I pass up on happiness Because it's got a name Or do I rewrite my story These aren't choices I can make Cuz I've spent Hours in the shadows With you whispering my name Under springboards Under plaster But never under the same Bleeding sky Even if I love you that doesn't mean it's fine Cuz you can love and be afraid Of the broken thing they've made Can I live without you, did you change my mind When you replaced maturity With a speech I can't believe And if I deserve the world Do you think it was a little harsh To say that I'm the reason You may never find another bride Did I pass up on happiness Because it's got a name Or did I rewrite my story These aren't choices I can face Cuz I've spent Hours in the shadows With you whispering my name Under springboards Under plaster But never under the same Bleeding sky Bleeding sky (Bleeding sky) Did we pass up on happiness Because we're both the same Or did we rewrite a story That was just a big mistake Cuz you've spent Hours in the darkest places Needing something new And I've lost evenings in my own apartment Wishing I had you When you were mine When you were mine Were you ever mine Or was it just a waste of your time Cuz I've spent Hours on my own, just walking home in the rain And I didn't have a hand to hold Or somebody to relate