Pathetic

Distraught My whole being holds no merit Futile attempts at forward progress have led me astray Contemplating suicide, constant misery No end in sight These thoughts have taken over Nothing makes sense I am so lost I can't continue to live like this I will never be one for optimism, negativity will always rule me Constantly feeling desolate in this place I've come to terms with my fate Death is the only solace I've been awaiting its embrace Awaiting death's embrace So It's time for me to face the facts Come to terms with my only fucking option There's no such thing as a healing process The time is already gone There's nothing left for me