Slow Death

How did I get so lost Waves of intrigue take me deep into the labyrinth How could I let it go this far I can't walk a fine line My brain is intoxicated The software is faulty and reprogramming it is nearly impossible Confused and overwhelmed Fractured and scattered mental state A single point is never in focus Just bokeh in the negative space I can't walk a fine line My brain is intoxicated The software is faulty and reprogramming it is nearly impossible How did I get so lost Waves of intrigue take me deep into the labyrinth How could I let it go this far Complacency is a slow death Will I die here Will my time come to an end while still in this state of mind Will I die here Will my time come to an end while stuck here So much wasted life I'm always looking for a distraction Killing time all the time I gotta live right now NOW I desperately need guidance Do I have a purpose in this universe I'm wasting my life like I'm immortal Will I die slowly or will I find my way