Problematic

All we do is come and go as we please I know this can't go any longer today I'm gonna go my own way I'm feeling all the tension I don't have the patience I need to find myself a way To never speak before I think And I'm the one who's gonna think for me I've been lying awake I can't remember every mistake that I have made But they sound like your name And I can't wait until you're gone Cause everything you said is wrong And I don't understand why I keep dragging this along I wish you nothing but the best But I have nothing left And I can't believe that I'm getting myself out of this mess I finally found myself away