My Dad's an Alcoholic

I got reasons to be angry It's not a simple state of mind And now everything is so damn blurry It must be your fault cause its not mine I wish You were An alcoholic after all Then I'd Have something to blame it on I said I don't Want to hear you anymore I'm so Sick of The sound of my own slamming door You worked too late once again You never know when mom goes out Tells me she's going with her friends But the guys always drop her off far away from the house I wish You were An alcoholic after all Then I'd Have something to blame it on I said I don't Want to hear you anymore I'm so Sick of The sound of my own slamming door How can I sleep at night when I know my world is going to fall apart I lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling and all I can see is this impending doom Do you pretend to be ignorant or is that the way you truly are How can you sit at the same dinner table and pretend everything is going to be alright I can already see we're going to end up just another broken family But for some reason, you just want to ignore it I wish You were An alcoholic after all Then I'd Have something to blame it on I said I don't Want to hear you anymore I'm so Sick of The sound of my own slamming door