Next Up

Eleven in the morning and I still don't feel like getting up Momma tryna kick me out 'cause she knows I've been messing up 3 A.M. I'm waking up Hella fuckin' sweaty bruh Stressing about death but yo, I don't think It's depression cause I done took so many losses but I learned to strive Cause ain't no room for negativity up in my life Or maybe that's my problem I don't really see 'em In a battle with myself, I'm talking shit up to the mirror I'm breaking myself They're taking my wealth My hopes and dreams certainly are hurting my health My chips are so stale, even if I do fail I'll find happiness from loving myself But there's no room to sob Momma trippin', I can't find a job 'Cause this juvenile record that I have got But I don't care at all F*ck it, we gon' disobey the law Coming home at 2 am ignoring calls But f*ck it Ima get up Speaking with my chest up Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up I'll make sure to flex up Even when I'm dead bro I heard what you said, don't give a f*ck 'bout what you said though But f*ck it Ima get up Speaking with my chest up Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up I'll make sure to flex up Even when I'm dead bro I heard what you said, don't give a f*ck 'bout what you said though When I was 7 I decided I would stay inside like all day They was always trippin' when they seen me in the hallways Either way I told myself to f*ck whatever y'all say I know that I got potential, y'all could never say the same My homies really think that ima blow up My high school graduation, I ain't show up My girl keep telling me I need to grow up Ima keep it ten toes down like a soldier Give me the way, just tryna get through the day F*ck all the minimum wage Give me the change I'd rather beat up today than have to deal with pain Playin' a game This shit will drive you insane Something I'm ready to play F*ck, it ain't up for discussion but really we're living this life in a maze It's amazing How I don't really be in conversations But they say shit When I'm not straight up, up in they faces I'll take it I know that I'll never stay complacent This shit ain't no competition, I'm taking up every place bitch But f*ck it Ima get up Speaking with my chest up Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up I'll make sure to flex up Even when I'm dead bro I heard what you said, don't give a f*ck 'bout what you said though But f*ck it Ima get up Speaking with my chest up Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up I'll make sure to flex up Even when I'm dead bro I heard what you said, don't give a f*ck 'bout what you said though