November 14

I don't want to lie to you, don't want to lie to myself Don't want to hide how I feel Girl I would die for you And if there's somebody else, you could be straight up, be real Mission impossible, workin' the skin off my back Workin' tryna get you back Staying on top of you, lurkin' on your Instagram Watchin' your Twitter for "ats" We built up, it came crumbling down Fucked me up and I'm stumbling now Craving your love, stomach rumbling now Tryna move on but I don't know how Being with you was a lesson And I think I finally recognized that you were a blessing Took you for granted, I'm stressin' 3AM and you're ignoring my messages My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were worth it My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were perfect I said I love you and I know mean it There was a time where I was so conceited I didn't think of the feelings you had and now that I look back, man I feel so defeated I feel like I'm alone now My whole timeline slowed down Yeah, now that you left Baby I miss you Don't miss all the issues But I would still kiss you with my last breath You said that I drive you crazy And I understand But that's when I was immature and now I turned to a man But who the f*ck am I kidding? Still got a lot of work to do And Ima work for you And ima turn to you I pray to God that I'm not hurting you My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were worth it My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were perfect The 14th of November, the day I got stuck in traffic I hope you that you remember, I can't even imagine How you felt when I was late to that birthday your family planned and I started smoking tree living life on a different planet Yeah, you hated that But I gotta tell you that wasn't me That was a kid living life under weather And when we're together, I feel so free And I don't care what they say If they think that it's cheesy or wack I'm dreaming of days that you hear what I say I'm sorry I wish I could take you back My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were worth it My first love, my first kiss My first drug, my first hit My first hug, my first fit I swear to god that you were perfect, girl