Real Talk (Freestyle)

Seems like you praying on my downfall Cuz' I'm living in my worst days Questioning my character, like am I who I say These smile's on my face, they fake Let's be honest It's me who decides my fate The battles in my head won't escape Look straight up to God Big believer with faith, find peace and hope Every reason to cope Man put down that dope Come on, put down that drink Wake up, can't think You don't see what I see You don't feel what I feel I put all my people first, that's me keeping it real Life hit me hard with that domino effect All I got is myself, I lost all respect For the people in the back that don't give a damn Don't worry I'm observant I know who you are Keep sideline watching while I turn into a star Get the drawing board out, time to head a different route By the time that I'm out, we gon' make it all count Heart bleeding lesson learned Wounds healing let it burn Bout' time I come to terms, that I need to change my ways Get me out this phase, where every one of my days, feels foggy in haze I don't know I don't know where to go I don't know what to do I don't have much left to say Let my actions show proof That I'm done No more having fun I'm not the same person that I was These demons got a hold of me How do I bounce back Gon' be hard, but figure it out Figure it out, huh Then watch how far I make it out Make it out Real talk, real talk, real talk