Neverland 2

I got these demons in my mind that I can’t shake Reflections play in my mind of all of my mistakes I do a lot of drugs to sleep I hate to be awake Cause at least when I’m asleep I can feel safe my PTSD that takes me to a scary place I remembered when you died the look on moms face I don’t know how much more crying I could take I was only 14 when you left this place Never got to say good bye I just saw you dead Every night I cried myself to sleep in my bed Wishing I would wake up and you’d be back Diagnosed with depression taking Prozac Anxiety makes me cold and I hate that Take a ambient to sleep try to get some rest All this pain inside my heart I try to keep compressed But it’s hard to be happy when there’s nothing left