DISAPPEAR

Stuck inside a freefall Lost in perpetual recall You're looking through me like I'm not there Feels like I'll vanish into thin air Clinging to what's fading I'm so tired of just waiting It's just vacancies and blank stares But just don't treat me like you don't care And all the fakeness is making me go numb Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue You pull me back when I'm trying to run Now my emotions are becoming undone So many questions unanswered I thought that I'd learn my lesson But all you do is keep messing it all up You messed it all up Is this all that you wanted Was it part of your plan To keep me here just playing In the palm of your hands I'm wasted Drowning in my tears I try to face it But you won't let me disappear I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally I'm praying to find a reason finally break free I'm chasing Trying to find a way to just Erase it But you won't let me disappear Your voice is like an echo That I can't seem to let go Got me spiraling to nowhere But you won't let me leave this nightmare You keep me sedated With pure desperation You're so calculated And I don't deserve this And I'm Isolated While my will is fading And no conversation could make me this is love It's like a sickness that's making me go numb Ripping all the air out of my lungs Girl you're really messing me up You're messing me up Is this all that you wanted Was it part of your plan To keep me here just playing In the palm of your hands I'm wasted Drowning in my tears I try to face it But you won't let me disappear I've lost all my feeling from bleeding Internally I'm praying to find a reason finally break free I'm chasing Trying to find a way to just Erase it But you won't let me disappear Consider the beauty of a rose It's rich colors inviting you closer It's intoxicating scent pulling you in Yet, nestled within it's velvety pedals are thorns Poised to prick any unsuspecting admires who delve too deeply without caution I don't want to Have to need you I'm so confused But I can't break through When you say you love me But I can't believe you Put my heart on the line But I still can't reach you Don't know why I stay When I've been so misused I'm caught in a web That I can't seem to undo Gave me this sickness that's making me go numb Got me wrapped around your finger with your tongue You pull me back when I'm trying to run Now my emotions are becoming undone So many questions unanswered I thought that I'd learn my lesson But all you do is keep messing it all up You messed it all up You messed