Best Years

I've always wanted what I can't have I love boys who don't love me back And ignore the ones who do Maybe I've got a complex Maybe I need to see a therapist But hey, tell me something new Oh I'm tryin' I'm out here thrivin' Livin' my best years Some people probably think I'm mean 'Cause I tell you how it is and I say what I think But that's my humble opinion I blame it on my fire sign But that just makes them roll their eyes Well, I guess it's none of my business Oh I'm tryin' I'm out here thrivin' Livin' my best years I've got no plans Nothing on the horizon People ask me how I've been I just say it's in God's timing Things can only go up from here Livin' my best years I don't know why it's so damn hard To just live your life and love who you are I need someone to show me how And lately I'm trying not to drink alone I'd rather stay in and read a book at home Than call my friends to go out Oh I'm tryin' I'm out here thrivin' Livin' my best years I've got no plans Nothing on the horizon People ask me how I've been I just say it's in God's timing Things can only go up from here Livin' my best years They say girl you're only twenty-five Time is still on your side Then why's it feel like I'm running out? They say this is a golden age Enjoy it while it lasts 'cause seasons change But I could use that right now Oh I'm tryin' I'm out here thrivin' Livin' my best years Oh I'm tryin' Feels like I'm dyin' Livin' my best years